History repeats itself over and over again. yst night was...i dunno.kind of unforgettable...haha...followed u for so long...from bus 156 to Life bookshop to popular to library to the escalator...yr whole aim was jus to make me go home.i didn't want to..cas i know..i know...u gave up..went up to bus 83 so tt i wld follow u and then send me home..i knew i knew..u pretended nothing happen.but i know deep inside u..u didn't felt good...outside my lift gate..you wanted to gave the 5...i rejected it..trying so hard to get away from yr "farewell gift"...finally i got free..i ran out from the other gate...i didn't know where to go...i jus wanted to run away and escape from reality...i walked and ran away...i didn't noe were you chasing...wanted to head to punggol end..but halfway..i felt so scared..i dunno why..i turned back wanting to look for u..barely a few steps i saw u walking towards my direction.i was shocked.yes.we talked...all tt u said was go home.go home.go home.go home.i deserve better guys..u cant give me happiness..my life wld be better..LOL...wahahah..u do not know i really felt deep inside..fine..u said u'll go home if i do not..u walked back to the bus stop..i followed u...we sat at the bus stop..u took out stuffs from yr wallet..probably going to throw it away right? far far away and nv come back...i was so afraid to see wad u'll do next..my mind went total blank..my legs jus took me home..u chased..i didn't know till i reached the lift gate..i ignored u..took the lift and went back home..wad is there more for us to talk when u have alr set the outcome?!u msged me..told me tt u'll stay at my lift there till i come down,u regretted for not cherishing the last chance given..told me to look out of the window...i was terrified..i tot wad were u thinking i ran to the window quickly and look at the roads..i tot..hai...u were sitting at that place...ya..gave me a big shock..i turned away..and went i went back again..u weren't there...disappointment...so this is how long u cld wait?...haha...shan't go on...
1.Are promises meant to be broken?
2.Why should i trust you and give u another chance again?
3.Can u ensure the same thing wun happen again?
you're given another chance...
ppl...I'm fine dun worry =)) yupss..i know wad im doing...
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